My Dad is comin home today! P.S. I'm a dork! lol

Yay!!! I’m so excited!!! I can’t wait to see him!!! We’re goin to his favorite place to eat Bari Bari located in my favorite city YORBA LINDA! lol its gonna be a good day :) and a possible trip to disneyland tomorrow with the MOST gorgeous guys! Honestly what more could a girl ask for? Well… lol actually there is A LOT MORE I want to ask for ;) lol just a boyfriend! You nasty freaks, I know what you were thinking!!! Lol. Dang I just put a dirty joke in a post about my Dad…. AWKWARD!!!!… Lol now I really do know what youre thinking… this girl is a freak!…. well you’d be right so it’s ok. :) Thats something my Dad taught me, you gotta accept who you are and embrace it. :) Didnt think I’d figure out how to get back on topic huh? lol well check out my genius! lol ok for reals I’m such a dork lol its cool only 3 people follow this anyway and you guys know how weird I am already. Damn I had it but no I had to congradulate myself… smh. Well yea so my Dad lol Gotta love him <3 He seriously is the best :D Which is why he will probably maybe be cool with me going to disneyland tomorrow lol I’m just gonna leave out the detail about the gorgeous guys lol yea thats probably for the best :) so ttyl tumblr I will probably write some more later tonight and i gotta work on my next top five list :) so yep BYE INTERNET!!!! :p

My Top Five Actors Who are Gorgeous and Under Appreciated

So I had an awesome idea lol :) I am going to blog some top lists :) Starting with attractive actors who are under appreciated

5. Joe Manganiello

Currently playing the sexiest werewolf in HBO's True Blood is Joe Manganiello. You may also recognize him as Flash Thompson in the 2002 Spiderman film, his reoccurring role as Brad on CBS's How I Met Your Mother, and He had a reoccurring role as Owen on the EW's One Tree Hill. And look forward to seeing him the movie What To Expect When You're Expecting along side an all star cast.

4. Pooch Hall

Pooch Hall is one of the Stars of BET's The Game. He plays Derwin Davis a professional football player trying to balance the fame and temptations of pro football with the love of his life Melanie played by Tia Mowary. I fell in love with his character the very first episode, Derwin is everything you could want in a man. (he's at least everything I want!) You can also see Pooch Hall in the recently released movie Jumping The Broom P.S. Pooch/Derwin you can propose to me ANY time ;)

3. Andrew Garfield

You may recognize this handsome man from the Oscar winning film The Social Network. Garfield was also in the film The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus which was the last film Heath Ledger ever worked on before his death. Andrew Garfield has been named on countless 30 under 30 lists and actors to watch. At only 28 it is very clear that he is an extremely talented actor and has much more to offer the world. You can see him next July as he stars as Peter Parker in The Amazing Spider-Man.

2. Sebastian Stan

Sebastian Stan was on the EW's Gossip Girl as spoiled rich boy Carter Basin but lucky he wasn't type casted into that type of character. This summer I fell in love with Sebastian Stan when played Captain America's best friend Bucky in the film Captain America: The First Avenger. He took on the roll of an american hero and he did fantastic. I cannot wait for next years film The Apparition where Stan will star in the horror thriller along side Harry Potter's Tom Felton and Twilight's Ashley Greene.

And last but most certainly least

1. Lance Gross

Seriously, what else is there to say other than DAMN!!! Lance Gross was in Meet The Browns as Michael, Tyler Perry's House of Payne as Calvin Payne and starred in the film Our Family Wedding with the talents of  America Ferrera, Forest Whitaker, Carlos Mencia, and Regina King. That film has to be one of the best heart warming romantic comedies I have seen in a very long time. Lance Gross is obviously beyond a shadow of a doubt an extremely good looking guy and I would love to see him in more movies as soon as possible!!!

Well I hope you enjoyed this it was fun to do :)

if you disagree or know anyone you believe should me on this list or have an idea for another list

just leave a comment :)

I Wrote Some Lyrics: they sound awesome with the tune in my head lol :)

You take a deep breath and you let it out
its time to find out what life’s about
you’re nervous and shaking
but the world is yours for the taking
don’t be afraid you’re not alone
show all these people how far you’ve grown

You take a deep breath and you let it out
its time to find out what life’s about
this is your chance just take it
believe in yourself you can make it
this is your time to shine
to show the whole world you’re better than fine

You take a deep breath and you let it out
it’s time to find out what life’s about
you’ve been timid and waiting
but now its time to stop hesitating
or life will just pass you by
it goes so fast, in the blink of an eye

You take a deep breath and you let it out
It’s time to find out what lifes about

My Dream...

The New York skyline is one of the most beautiful things I have ever seen. One day I will be there. My dream is to move to New York City and live there as a published author. I know you have all seen the countless movies describing the amazing energy you can only find in the city and how you can run into absolutely anyone at the most unexpected times and that’s only the beginning of the magic this city has to offer. I have had the pleasure to visit NYC once and it was beyond a shadow of a doubt the greatest thing I have ever done. Everyday I wish I was back there living the fantasized New York City lifestyle in a studio apartment, where everything is in walking distance, or taking the subways, and discovering all of the great things you could only ever experience in the Big Apple. I dream about going on romantic walks through Central Park and experiencing the Soho nightlife with my girlfriends. Above all though I want be inspired by the city, the lights, the energy, the people, the history, everything about it just screams art and creativity. Everyday would be a new adventure, everyday thousands of chances to be new people encounter new stories, to really live. I want to be a published New York author, I want to write hundreds of books, thousands of stories with New York City as the back drop to every single one of them because truly this is the place where anything is possible. One day that will no longer be a dream but my reality. I will never give up. No matter who disapproves, or who thinks it could never happen, I will prove them all wrong. Right now this is my dream but not for long…

A kiss is in the rain is all I ever wanted...

Friends

The last twelve months has been an emotional roller coaster to say the very very least. The only highlight of this year amongst a lot of heartache and disappointments is that I have made the most amazing friends and all guys surprisingly. Each one has helped me in a time of need and I am so grateful to each and everyone of them. It may be that we bonded in the fact that we were all heartbroken and all needed each other to get through and we have been close ever since, or that we were there for each other through out the good times and the bad of each others relationships; always there with no judgement just support, it could be that they were there for me from day one and warned me of the trouble ahead and even when I ignored them they still listened and was compassionate of my problems, or maybe they were the cousin of one of my friends and I met them one day and talked a bit on facebook and it didn’t take long for me to realize how amazing they were. No matter how I met them or how often we talk if its all day every day, once a week, or once a month they have made an impact on my heart and I will never forget that and always cherish. They always are there for me when I need them and I will always be there for them in anyway I can. I don’t know how I could ever repay these four great guys that I am so proud to call my friends
Thanks guys you know who you are
I love you all

It Don't Matter To The Sun

It don’t matter to the sun
If you go or if you stay
You know the sun is gonna rise, gonna rise
Shine down on a another day
There will still be a tomorrow
Even if you choose to leave
Cause it don’t matter to the sun, baby
But it matters to me
It ain’t gonna stop the world, no
If you walk out that door
This old world just keeps turning round, turning round
Like it did the day before
You see to them it makes no difference
They just keep on keeping time
Cause it ain’t gonna stop the world, after you baby
But it’ll be the end of mine
What can I say?
What can I do?
I’m still in love
So why aren’t you?
It don’t matter to the moon
Well, if you’re not in my life
No the moon will just keep hanging round, hanging round, hanging round
Like it’s just another night
Find another place to shine down
On some other lover’s dreams
Cause it don’t matter to the moon, baby
But it matters to me
What can I say?
What can I do?
I’m still in love.
So why aren’t you?
And there will still be a tomorrow
Even if you choose to leave
It don’t matter to the sun, baby
But it matters to me
It don’t matter to the sun, baby
But it sure does matter to me