Another poem for you guys...

Ok so this one is a sad one but i hope you guys will still like it and eventually I'm going to put up some of my short stories so be on the look out for that :) Here we go...

All I feel is confusion

Was this all my delusion?

I must be going insane

I keep coming back for more pain

Why did you even bother with me?

Did it make you happy?

Do you now feel strong and powerful?

Well I'm glad I could at least be helpful

What do i do now that you have faded away?

Will you move on to someone new? Or will you stay the same way?

I would have done anything and everything for you

And even now after it all anything and everthing is still true

I miss before when you made me feel wanted

I thought we were good, that we had bonded

But I must have been mistaken

With you my heart you have taken

You are everywhere, I feel like I can't get away

You are in my every thought throughout my day

I would never give it up, even if I could

It's only causing me pain I won't let it go even if I should

I wanted to stay forever feeling the same

But you took it away as fast it came

It was so fast how do I even know it was real?

You are walking around as if it was nothing, no big deal

And now I am alone and restless

This sad feeling is endless

Did I ever truly mean anything to you?

Or were you just bored and looking for something to do?

I'm haunted now by a sole wish

Do i want the truth and anguish?

Or do i remain in the dark fantasy?

Where I can still feel happy

I am still hoping that you will change your mind

And that one day you will return my feelings in kind

But I know that is just unreal

And sadly that is how you make me feel